Don't Waste Your Life With Regrets

Nothing to rant about really - so why am I here?! Thats a very good question. Guess I just feel like writing down my thoughts on a particular subject coz it ain't good to keep them bottled up inside & I can't talk to anyone about it... except seemingly my computer - thanks for listening Silv.

So here it goes. I have had v bad news from a close friend. I don't deal with these types of situations well so I am currently burying my head in the sand about it coz if I do think about it I'll break down & cry & probably won't stop. Like I said I don't deal with intense emotional stress & another major incident in my life did cause me to seek professional help a few years ago. Im sure this person thinks Im being selfish & only thinking of myself when really I shouldn't be at a time like this as the situation is much worse for them than it is for me. But to the mate in question, Im sorry but I can't. I really hope you forgive me & remember one of the very first things you ever told me the first time you saw me get upset: Don't waste your life with regrets.

On a happier note my dad went back to work up Aberdeen for 3 weeks this afternoon so I can have some sleep at night now. Wohoo! Also its very nearly the Aintree Festival so hopefully (barring Silv blowing up or my internet not working) the evening before each race day I shall post our syndicate's selections. Why do I get the feeling that coz Im going to share our tips with you its going to be a disaster of meeting??!!

Oh well, thats racing.

Ciao for now

TJ